Chasing Home

My Husband just gave me a reminder that feeling nervous when looking for a home is natural. My whole life I’ve been searching for that perfect space to call my own. Since we’ve become a family home is more essential. But my Husband let me know that I can move forward with assurance when searching for a place to live. 

In order to calm my nerves before I make phone calls, send out emails, and open my credit up for judgment I did some vision work. I’ll admit it was very difficult to quiet the rest of the world’s expectations in my head. The thought of my children having a place to study and learn more life skills is what set my mind right. I can see the girls at their work station doing school work. I can see the space set up for the girls homeschooling. I can see therapist making themselves comfortable while giving the girls treatment. Then I saw my Husband getting at home dialysis treatment while he is waiting for a new kidney.

Then I felt my energy increase after my vision work. My health and my family health come first. Isn’t that the greatest gift that home provides? When I think of home, health and happiness come to mind. This is different from the worry that I fed myself this past week. I was doubtful that my family and I could live in a decent place given our circumstances. But there is a different mind state leading my family now. We are worthy of a Home full of love with plenty of room for mental and spiritual growth. We are worthy of a Home where 3 teens with autism will receive the best education. We are worthy of a Home where my whole family can live a healthy lifestyle.

I’m not Chasing Home anymore. I’m doing the work necessary for us to have a home. Now I can lay all those worries to rest. I’ll keep you posted.

Published by ausomeplacetobe

I am one amazing human being named Willa Strong. I actually wrote my first book at 9 years old, it was called "The Kidnap". Now at 40 years my vision to be one of the best writers in the world is being fulfilled with the start of this blog. I am happy to give a voice to my three special children with autism and our family. Their struggles and their success have inspired me to give this life all that I have. Thank you for the support Strong-Walker Tribe. I love you!

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